Cover Letter for Job Opportunity with Voice of the Martyrs, please read and pray!

 

Dear Voice of the Martyrs,

It would be an honor to work for you in any small way! 

               Interestingly I do have a life insurance license, haha, for a reason of course, I’ve always wanted to go into life insurance…. Originally for the money but now I think life insurance via sharing the gospel way more important! So maybe I’ll be a life insurance agent after all!

               This is crazy… I am a little nutty though… I am one of those Jesus Freaks!

               I don’t even know how I would move out there right now, but logistics are something God specializes in working out! 

               I’ve done a lot of things in my life.  I went to UNC Chapel Hill for college and majored in psychology.  I originally thought I was going to go into missionary care overseas in the Middle East, and work both as a missionary and in counseling for the missionaries who deal with so much stress on the field and need our support for what they’re doing.

               All of my college career I’d planned on doing the Journeyman program with the IMB… but when I went to the weekend to learn more, God clearly told me NO.  I wrestled with God a lot about it.  I’d gone through the application process, and it had been the plan for a long time, even my team leader from when I was a Young Life leader had gone overseas to share the Gospel for a year, and I admired him, and my cousins who serve… but the leaders at the conference weekend shared how hard being an overseas missionary actually is, being alone in another culture not knowing the language, can be very emotionally challenging.  And I had emotional issues left to work through I knew it, so I surrendered to God and told everyone I felt God was telling me no, to wait, and I felt such peace and relief, like, okay, I no longer know what I’m doing, but God will provide!

               I remembered a friend from my church, Drew Hill, he’s an amazing man of God, but he had shared that he had gone to Colorado Springs to work at a ministry called the Dale House Project!  It was a Christian ministry working with at risk teens, doing life together and sharing the Gospel with kids who had broken families and maybe were in detention for crime of some sort, usually drugs or gang stuff.  I visited, and knew that was where I was supposed to go.  I’d never felt such a strong pull in my life and had such peace and excitement, even though I knew it would be hard, I loved those kids before I met one of them. 

               That was the best year of my life.  Back in 2004/2005!  I laid down my life to serve, and was blessed with a Christian community to encourage me and a ministry I loved – ironically it involved a lot of job hunting which I’ve learned I don’t like so much, but doing it with those kids, it was worth it, every minute of it. 

               God provided for me to go there and serve as well.  I had to raise $12,000.00 for support for the year, which isn’t a lot, and I didn’t even get all that raised, but they still took me thankfully.  I know I was living off $427.00 a month for a year!  They provided room and board though, I had a room with big beautiful windows and enjoyed so many beautiful sunrise and sunsets over the mountains, it was so amazing to be there, every minute of my time out there I loved.  Every relationship, every person, touched my life in a deep way. 

               I was planning on staying in Colorado to be a ski bum, seemed like fun, teach kids how to ski and I was young when would I have the opportunity again?  But God had other plans again.  My brother was leaving to serve in Iraq for a year, and mom who is handicapped would be alone.  And ski instructors are required to work the holidays and I couldn’t stand the thought of my mom being alone on Christmas… so I packed up my stuff and moved home, not knowing if I’d ever get back to Colorado, or what…

               When I got home my best friend helped me get a job at Starbucks with her, which was a lot of fun!  I kept job hunting though, trying my hardest to move back to Raleigh area where my friends from college were.  Nothing opened.  No open doors.  I found a group home in Winston-Salem to work at and got really excited because I’d loved my experience at the Dale House so much!  So I started there… the hitch was I had to work second shift, and could never spend time with the few friends I did have in Winston-Salem who worked in the day and had nights off… and it wasn’t the same ministry at all…

               My friend Laura got a new job to use her MSW degree with, and told me to apply for her job at Work Family, which is a child care resource center!  So it was a lot of time on the phone, talking to parents, explaining what to look for in a quality child care, providing referrals on the computer while on the phone and off, but also processing parents applications for assistance in paying for child care (I didn’t mind but always felt bad putting parents on the waitlist, and loved it when there was money to add them to program!)

               I worked there for just over three years… but I was also taking care of my mom’s needs by myself which was really tough as I never got enough sleep…

               Then my friend from the Dale House came to visit me! She was actually in town for a friend from her college’s wedding, but stayed with me so I was really happy.  But we got in a strange conversation and ended up disagreeing about population control.  I’d always been taught what the Chinese did with their one child only policy and forced sterilization programs was evil.  She seemed to think it was sadly justified.

               So, I set out to prove how evil population control is, and boy is there a lot of information out there, and trust me it’s evil.  Eugenics and Hitler stealing ideas from the U.S. and Margaret Sanger who is now idolized but ushered in the worst organization ever Planned Parenthood that’s killed millions and millions of unborn babies!  It breaks my heart to think about such things!

               As I researched more and more I fell into a conspiracy rabbit hole, and had a breakdown of sorts and went to the hospital, and they wouldn’t release me until I found another place to live because taking care of my mom was too much for me. 

               Thankfully God provided a family to live with, but my time with them was cut short, as my mom wound up going to the hospital herself, and I went to take care of the dog a few days… but so strange mom wound up in hospital and nursing home for 9 months! 

               So I moved back home, and things fell apart, and I got depressed and ended up losing that job.  It was hard, I knew I wasn’t supposed to be there but didn’t know where to go.  I’d applied to go to seminary that fall but when I went to hospital friends didn’t recommend it, said I needed to be stable. 

               I got stuck job hunting again.  And I took the GRE thinking I’d go to get my Masters in Social Work.  Well… I had various jobs, I worked at summer long day camp, I worked at a bakery, I did anything to make money… and then a friend from my old church told me to apply to work with kids with disabilities, so I did, and I ended up really liking it!

               I wound up working at a group home one on one with a young teenage woman for a little less than a year. She had her own break down and moved back across the state to be with her family again.  It threw me off… I worked for the home part time while looking for a full time job, and was desperate, and my mom’s CAN told me the assisted living she worked at would hire anyone and give them three months to get their license, so I applied and started working there. 

               I did get my CNA license after three attempts, but I was miserable there.  I should have quit, it was not my passion or calling at all!  I didn’t though unfortunately and got fired instead.  Then I was in trouble, my job record is a mess, all over the place and being fired twice?  Who would touch?

               I worked for another in home agency working with people with disabilities, and then my friend who worked at Chick fil A said they needed a COW!  So, I started working as the CFA cow!  It was a lot of fun doing events and dancing around the street… I was grateful for anything. 

               I transitioned to working in house, doing cashier work, and decided to apply to grad school… and I got in!  To two programs, on at ECU and one at UNC Chapel Hill! 

               I wanted to go to ECU to move away from home, but didn’t have money, and the UNC program had a distance ed option to take classes here in Winston-Salem, and not having money it seemed more practical to live at home while at school as long as possible, and UNC was like the number 5 school for MSW in the country then… so I went there, and kept at CFA.

               Then… I excelled academically because I’ve got a lot of intellect, but I did horrible at my internship and they kicked me out of the program.  I was humiliated.  And out a lot of money.  But they said, get some experience again in social work, and if you apply again in two years we may let you back in. 

               I was applying to stuff like crazy but nothing happened, and then I got a call from a manager at a group home for at risk girls in Kernersville, to be the house manager!  Perfect!  And cool she sought me out.  So I started working there.

               When time came again, I applied to get back into school.  I also had applied to a job with Friends of the Children, which is a super concept.  I thought I’d love to actually create a Christian ministry with a similar structure. 

               UNC let me back in, and I was lined up to start interning that summer, and thought I was prepared this time… but then I did something really… crazy.

               I hired a dating coach instead.

               I was tired of being single, and he told me he’d help me find the man of my dreams!  I guess I can be an easy sell, because I decided to not go to school to afford his services and get a job instead.  What a silly lapse in judgement. 

               Well, I did find a job finally in Durham, working going door to door for a solar company, Brio!  I was super excited, I finally could move back to Durham, it would be my first adventure in sales, and I really really liked my regional director.  He was incredible.

               What was also fun is, he, and most of the people who work at Brio, are Mormons!  That’s why they’re awesome at door to door sales they’ve got plenty of experience!  And I have a soft spot for I sharing the Gospel with Mormons so I was so happy to do it. 

               I remember going to my first door and knocking on a strangers house, being so nervous saying my pitch, I may have been shaking.  The man didn’t set an appointment with me but he did give me a bottle of water!

               The low part of that week, the most humiliating part, I was doing serious spiritual warfare and had decided to fast, and that day had stomach pains like crazy and thought well I’m fasting… actually I’d started my period and was wearing khaki pants!  I don’t know who saw but I was mortified, and had to tell my boss I was leaving for the day because of… I don’t know what I told him but he knew and understood!  How embarrassing! 

               He ended up leaving to move back to Utah for med school, and it was so sad, because he was so awesome, he’s literally my favorite guy I worked for, and he’d invited me to his church… I think we both liked each other and wanted to witness to each other, he wanted me to become a Mormon and I wanted him to become a Christian!  He’s so awesome.  I really do admire and respect him, and wish I’d had more opportunity to share the actual Gospel with him before he moved.

               Strange turn of events happened, I would up in a partial hospitalization program for a month at home, and ended up living at home again, and working in Greensboro instead to save money. 

               I loved the job still… until my co-workers almost got tickets for soliciting in Forsyth County for not having proper identification and permission.  I liked what I was doing but didn’t trust a manager who’d let his employees get in such a pickle… and another solar company reached out to me at the same time, and I asked them very specifically if they investigated each county and made sure the employees had name badges and permission to be there before they sent us out to knock doors.  I don’t mind having police called on me if I’m legal, but I don’t want to break any laws.

               So… I worked for them, but they didn’t provide me a name badge. So I refused to go out without one, until I realized I was too broke and really needed to work, so I just went out and worked without a name badge. 

               After an hour someone called the cops on me, and I’m lucky I didn’t get a ticket. 

               I was furious, I’d specifically told them I didn’t want this specific situation to happen and it did, so I quit… and went into life insurance thinking I’d make a lot of money. 

               Choosing a company to work for was hard, there’s so many and they all seem good, but I went with the company with the manager I liked the most because he was working to make money to be able to take care of his daughter with autism when he couldn’t anymore.  I really loved and respected that.

               But then… got in another pickle… didn’t want to call old leads and bother people from 2 years ago who weren’t interested in insurance anymore, and didn’t have money for newer leads… I decided to beat the system and buy a program to help me generate my own leads. 

               Which sounds great… and I did… but then I got into program and realized I needed start up capital to do that as well… and I had no money for it. 

               Then I applied to work for that company and I did for a month, but it was commissions and I didn’t make enough, even though I liked the job I just didn’t generate the income the first month to stick it out.

               Then, I looked for insurance jobs again, and found a local agency in High Point who wanted me!  They’d train in person for 6 weeks!  I’d sell Medicare, and that’s great to earn passive income after a few years, thought was amazing! 

               Then I started listening to Candace Owens and Allie Beth Stuckey and Eric Metaxas on my way to and from work.  And Charlie Kirk and Dennis Prager! 

               Insurance is considered essential.  And everyone in insurance knows this pandemic is really nothing to be scared of.  So… I was following all these Christian conservatives.  Candace Owens had Dr. Stella Immanuel on her show, and she said hydroxycholorquine and zinc work for covid, don’t get vaccine it’s not necessary.  She also mentioned she had a ministry, which I kept in the back of my head to look up. 

               Allie Beth and Eric Metaxas had Rod Dreher on who warned that communism is coming to America, all the warning signs are here from those who’ve lived through communism.

               Charlie Kirk had a doctor I forget her name I think she even lost her job but she said masks don’t work we’re being brainwashed into socialism. 

               I followed Dr. Stella and listened to her on a YouTube video, and she said look up luciferase quantum dot and watch the video.  So I did. 

               During this time, my former church had begun to use the enneagram in small group and counseling, and I know enneagram is occult tool and there’s no way anyone could convince me it’s okay to use in the church.  My elders said I could go to presbytery if I wanted to have someone look into it, but if they said it was okay, would I submit?

               No I’m not okay with occult tools being used no matter who approves!  So I left.  Very sad, I loved that church.  But I’ll never be okay with enneagram.  They tried to tell me reformed theology allowed, and I’m thinking Calvin and Luther are now rolling in their graves over the stupidity of these two pastors saying using enneagram is okay. 

               And we were required to wear masks at church.

               And I watched my pastor baptize a baby with a mask on, and it still haunts me.

               These masks, what in the world, why are we trusting a mask to protect us?  We are being brainwashed! 

               Found another Christian couple on YouTube not sure how, but they said go to anthonypatch.com and contact him and put pdf in the subject line and he’ll send you information on the V.

               So, we’re now in Project Rooftop, please get this information it’s urgent to all especially in the church, and now all I want to do is share the Gospel and I won’t take the V because it’s the MoB.  Get the pdf as soon as you can and read and wake people up to the evil that’s coming to America.

               I started a blog, pleasereadmymanicmindquick.blogspot.com and have now vomited out all I know, I hope it’s not too late, we’ve all got to be prepared for the US Republic to fall into a global empire soon.

               I’m not sure how many employers will appreciate someone sharing the Gospel and warning about the V all over the place… and I’ve already told many to tune into the online event you’re doing in March.  The last email about toothpaste intrigued me, because I am learning God uses everything to reach His children! 

               I even have yall’s bracelet to remind me, Imprisoned with Them! 

               I just think we literally will be soon, what an honor!  They’ve been praying for us for years… now it’s our turn to join the ranks of the Martyrs.  Maybe we’re the Tribulation Saints!

               Anyhow, I don’t believe in coincidence anymore at all, I’d clicked and was just curious to see if you have a job, and YOU DO! 

               And I’d have to move!  That’s a really good thing even though I’m not sure where I’d live yet, but God takes care of details when we step out in faith, that much I know for sure.

               And what an honor and a privilege it would be to work for you all.  Your ministry is so beautiful and important and vital to encouraging believers all over the world.

               If I’m about to lose my head soon, if you don’t think I have already and are listening and looking up information and sounding alarms to Christians here in U.S. to get ready, I would love love love to work for you.  Maybe I’m over qualified.  Maybe it’s giving up life insurance where I can make a lot of money.  Maybe it’s crazy.

               But I did tell you I’m a Jesus Freak, right? 

               Okay, this is probably longest cover letter you’ve ever had but I pray you’ve read it all and contact me and hire me soon.  I really would count it an honor to work for you for however long we have left here.  You’ve washed the feet of the most amazing believers.  I want to wash some feet too.

               I am crazy aren’t I?  But you may be an answer to a prayer request I put in my blog.  So… I look forward to hearing from you soon! 

               Your servant in Christ,

               Stacy Lane