Part One What's on My Mind... I'll put a few more Parts out I've written but not published yet too...

 

Was Television the Strong Delusion we’ve been given over to? 

Just my thoughts real fast, I'm new to Pentecostalism but may have found somewhere I belong.  I grew up Southern Baptist and just left a PCA church bc they decided to use the enneagram in small group and pastoral counseling - using occult tools in the church and trying to use reformed theology to justify it makes me sick I know Calvin and Luther would reject that nonsense.  Anyhow... with TV - when I was young my mom didn't know what to do with me as a baby and sat me in front of the TV all day long, I had a steady diet of All My Children and such as a baby.  As a young child I remember rushing home from school wanting to watch TV the Disney Channel Mickey Mouse Club - Ironically all the cast members still in show biz are all very wild and certainly don't turn anyone to the Lord - and Nickelodeon... and who doesn't remember TGIF, or The Cosby Show, or Sat morning cartoons... and my mom had HBO but didn't allow my brother and I to watch it because it often had rated R movies on, and she at least didn't want us to see rated R movies as kids. But... when she was gone on Sat. nights if we had a babysitter we'd sneak, me and my brother, and watch Tales from the Crypt... what a dark demonic show, I regret any of the nonsense of it I put in my mind as a child... when I went to college my freshman year at first I didn't want a TV in the room but then I found myself alone without friends and needing something to numb my alone-ness on Friday nights when it seemed everyone else had fun things to do but I was alone.  (Not sure what is worse now, being depressed in front of a TV or being at a wild party getting drunk and fornicating, both can lead to deep pits...) as my social life got better my "need" for TV lessened... and my junior year I actually got quiet before the Lord and turned off the TV and practiced solitude when I was alone in the room... my roommate was addicted to the movie Legally Blonde though so I've seen it a million times now... I got into watching movies some for a while, I do enjoy movies (although now I think, what does Hollywood know and what are they warning us is coming maybe be glad if you've never watched it all...) but... 11 years ago I somehow fell into conspiracy theory land and Alex Jones warned of the TV being brainwashing and MSM, and I'd grown a dis-taste for it anyway as it really makes your mind stupid and we should all be reading 1000% more anyway, and the Bible should top the list of all - but I would get into these terrible fights with my mom and yell at her that the TV is propaganda and evil and a tool of the devil and she shouldn't watch, and she just thought I was crazy (but then I went into hospital so I was manic, and they diagnosed me as psychotic but more and more I think I need to get off my anti psychotic meds...) but it's hard, when you live under a parent's authority and that parent almost always has TV on and you absolutely hate the stupid thing and want to throw it out the window, but I cannot convict my mom by yelling at her I've figured that out, I can only pray that God will draw her to Himself more and more, that she would want Him more and more... anyhow, took hiatus from conspiracy world after that hospital stint because friends said unhealthy for me but now conspiracy world is all true and I think more and more the TV is the cause of the strong delusion from 2 Thessalonians, and interesting, I've found myself in the same bondage as I was in 2009 living at home under mom's authority having to tolerate the TV always on... it's interesting our cycles of bondage and deliverance... but yes I do think the TV is mind pollution more than anything now, you can't even watch a commercial, my mom says she doesn't really pay attention to it it's just background noise to her while she works, but I've never been able to focus on something else and watch TV at same time, and I don't know if I am extra sensitive to it or what, but like, now, even if I see a commercial for a horror movie or something scary and demonic I just can't do it.  So... I'm in a bind and praying for a way forward, a path God must have for me, because my mom is not going to give up the TV even though I've warned her over and over it's just an idol for her, she doesn't think it is and isn't giving it up at all and it is her house so... it's just sad though because now I don't even like to eat in the den with her as she has news on (total NWO propaganda and sick media lies).  Trump talked about the FAKE News and it really is FAKE. But this year I've seen conservatives see through the media lies all over, and especially younger people know MSM is bad - Is that true or did you hear it on CNN? - and when you see through the lie of TV it really all seems silly and fake... then I started following Candace Owens, she's had her baby now so she's not really on social media anymore... but she reminded me, and PragerU, of how toxic MSM is... and of course Hollywood entertainment is dripping satanic I just can't go there either... even, I used to watch a Hallmark movie Sat. nights with my mom, you know, cute sappy romance movie, all the same storyline with the kiss at the end... but even they've started to go the LGBTQ route, and I don't want to watch or support.  (My mom pays for the cable, not me.) I've seen how addictive TV is with my friends who spend hours binge watching on Netflix and can quote scenes from the Office or Stranger Things... I don't know why I watched Stranger Things at all it's dark and demonic and now I think a lot true, but scary... I've been protected from a lot of TV shows friends got into when I was young... and then there are some shows I wish I'd never even heard of because the thoughts behind them are so dark and demonic and disturbing and I think, is this what is on man's heart now, that we think evil continually?  More and more I really do think the TV needs to get thrown out the window... I bought one a few years ago but I have no idea why because I don't watch it... even now, well, I was watching movies, but have had to repent of the movies I was watching all dark stuff like Harry Potter and vampire movies, witchcraft... why was I trying to justify this filth in my mind I'm not sure, I guess you just want to sin so you tell yourself it's okay no big deal everyone does it... but more and more in my gut I think the TV is the strong delusion we're under God's judgement for and we're so brainwashed we don't realize they're literally bringing in the Mark of the Beast!  (go to anthonypatch.com and contact and put in the subject line pdf and he'll send you info on the beast system in place in the world...) oh well... I'm scared it's the end of the world, but everyone around me is brainwashed by the TV and doesn't listen to me, and I'm not great on FB blurting out scary things like don't take V it's the MoB! I've scared people away now wanting to warn but not knowing how when what I do know scares the poop out of me! Anyhow, people are clueless to what the silencing of the conservative voice means but we're inching to global fascism/communism at greater speed than I ever thought possible, and everyone seems unaware of what's going on, brainwashed by the TV... doesn't it fit the strong delusion to anyone else?  Anyhow, this is all making me realize I have even more repenting to do. It's funny, I think many flee Pentecostalism because it's so strict against stuff like TV, but more and more I just want time with Jesus, everything else is so flat, or scary, or just simply distracting from our walk with the Lord... we're all asleep church we've got to wake up and repent before Jesus comes back to be able to endure what's coming!!! It's all going to be bad once Obama gets back in the world stage... and so many people want our heads, the spirit of the antichrist is definitely here... and who knows what they're doing at CERN trying to unleash Hindu gods into the world, we are going back to Genesis 6 times... if we are in Daniel in the clay and iron kingdom (people are clay and technology AI is the iron) well Jesus will come back soon to set the world straight, but things are all about to get very dark and very ugly... people scared of covid have no clue what's going on... I just want to get rid of every TV now I hate what it's doing to my friends and family... does anyone else see it as the strong delusion, it seems its the grip on people's souls I don't know how to break - but God can, and He will... and He will, He is merciful and will remove our idols soon that we can't let go of, He will take them all away... we all need to pray and study scripture more now, I know that, I wish I'd memorized more scripture now than anything else, I doubt they'll allow us to have a Bible in a FEMA camp those places are pure evil! I've found friends and brothers and sisters in Christ now online, my old pastor warned against YouTube preachers but I would warn anyone going to a church using occult tools to stay away they're deceived... and I love him, I love my friends... I may copy and paste this diatribe somewhere I need to do a lot of writing... but yes lets throw off everything that hinders, esp. the TV, and seek after Jesus with all our hearts together, if we want revival, we have to really want more than all else and let all our idols go... all our idols go... repent, for the kingdom of God is at hand!  (And I apparently need a new wardrobe because all I mostly wear is pants, in fact I had a dis-taste for dresses as a little girl and only wore them Sundays, but now I'm learning I need to wear every day?  What about if I'm just at home, are sweat pants okay when you're not in public?  I guess I needed to get all this off my chest.  I'm not sure where to unload these days, and I know the more I put out there and post the more likely I may not have a job soon... I've found myself at the end of the world in such a bad place it seems, but I am in the hands of Jesus seeking deliverance and that's the best place to be... last thought, look into Mountain Fire Ministries, that's where I'm really liking for church these days! And Fire Power Ministries, Dr. Stella Immanuel is AMAZING!!!  (It's funny now I do have a big book collection I'm thinking about selling and giving money away, I should pay some bills but some people don't even have their own Bible or food to eat...) I told my friend Megan if we do live through Tribulation some before the rapture, as I don't know if Bible has been preached to all peoples yet, well... I'm scared of the guillotene but I think I'd rather be with Jesus sooner than later because God's judgement on the world is not fun to live through at all... I need to write more, this is really therapeutic! I process through writing... all my thoughts need to get out fast as it's the end of the world and the church needs to get it's act together, we're going to be like the virgins without enough oil when Jesus calls if we're not careful!  And I think I'm a watchman who's been too scared and in denial of things and doesn't know how to call Christians to repent and pray!  (I'm a little crazy... certainly crazy to most people but maybe if you're reading this you know there's no such thing as coincidence...) the devil is trying to bring hell on earth and we need living water to put the fire out, that's all I know!  Come Lord Jesus Don't Tarry, We need You!  :)